4everpraying

I have been away for such a long time. My weight was staying at pretty much the same, with some fluctuations here and there. This eating disorder has never left me in my departure, it remains constantly by my side, yet over the past few months I just havn't been able to control it.
However, I now weigh : -


113.7 lbs!

I have been working hard these past few weeks, and I really have achieved success. I actually can't believe it. No longer am I a failure. I really can't believe I have got to that weight! I feel as though I don't even believe the scales! I just wanted to *update* myself on here for future reference.

I don't know whether anybody will actually read this, but I want it as a place to come to vent, and to keep myself up to date with what is going on in my life, and how I am doing weight wise.  I have suffered with an eating disorder for just over three years now, and also have been bulimic for two and a half years. I want to get rid of that side of me, but I never seem able to. :[

These are my stats : -

Height : 5'5
CW: 124 lbs
LW: 95 lbs
HW: 128 lbs
GW 1: 115 lbs
GW 2: 105 lbs
GW 3: 95 lbs
UGW: 88 lbs

I have set myself a lot of goals, I know!
I'm currently on the ABC diet, and am on day 5.
I will probably be weighing myself every weekend.
I'm not sure...

Well; good luck me!!!